Chapter 46 – Let’s Not Fight For Each Other

Jian Songyi did say to put then thousand hearts and wait for him to return triumphantly. But in this case, Bai Huai came to pick him up so that he can return triumphantly. 

Jian Songyi saw Bai Huai as a beam of light in the dark alley, penetrating the darkness and filth. He is both strong and fearless.

When Bai Huai had seen Wang Hai, he had already guessed what had happened. 

At that moment, he moved with all of these emotions mixed up inside of him. He could not even determine each apart from one another: Was it guilt? Heartache? The yearning for love and affection? Breaking through confinements? A way to vent out? – it was everything at once. In the end, he can only express all of these through a shallow kiss.

Jian Songyi was frozen in his seat. He leaned against the wall completely motionless.

It was until the police showed up. In a dull manner, one of them pointed over at the cell phone as they wrapped it in, taking it as evidence.

The police had picked it up and found that the camera was on. It recorded some clips that were not that clear but was enough to gather some pieces as to what had happened there. “With this, things would be relatively clear, but we still need two students to cooperate with the investigation and go back with us to make the transcription.”

“And then, do you need professional psychological counseling about this Omega student? When I called other officers in our headquarters, I emphasized that we have an Omega in his special period across the scene. That is why a responsible person accompanied me from the Omega Association. After I saw the scene, I was already worried. But then, I saw the vacancy look on this Omega’s face that made me feel more worried. He might’ve suffered a great mental blow.”

Bai Huai: “If you can, please give us ten minutes. I want to appease my Omega.”

“Okay. No problem. It’s most important to pacify the Omega’s mental state. We are not in a hurry. I will wait for you at the entrance of the alley. You can ask for help anytime if you need it.”

It is known that an Omega is rare and fragile. That is why they are specially protected.

Everyone understands that fact except for Jian Songyi.

The officers gave them the privacy they needed. And now there were only the two of them inside. 

Jian Songyi started to relax until he realized once again that Bai Huai had just kissed him. Before he could find a reasonable excuse for Bai Huai’s behavior, Bai Huai already managed to lift his chin and press another soft kiss against his lips. 

This time it was not a short and tender one, but an unreasonable overbearing with both anger and heartache. Along with the feeling of restraint he tried to endure for a long time now.

It’s like some kind of punishment.

The oozing blood beads brought sweetness, stirring Bai Huai’s worry and anger that his pheromone almost got out of control.

The meaning of what the entourage said just now is very clear. Under such circumstances, Omega is very likely to be irreversibly harmed. At the moment of thinking of what kind of injury it is, Bai Huai’s reason is almost out of control.

He can’t imagine what could’ve happened if today’s Alphas were a lot stronger than what they are now. Or if Jian Songyi’s state ended up being worse? What if he came in a little bit later? Then what could’ve happened to him?

Bai Huai had been spoiling him in his heart for more than ten years now. Jian Songyi is the most precious thing ever. How can anyone dare to touch him? How can anyone be worthy of him? And why shouldn’t he love and care for himself?

Jian Songyi’s ability to think was blocked by the kiss they shared. 

He had never seen Bai Huai so cold and hostile. He is much stronger than he expected.

And then there’s the fact that Jian Songyi had never felt this way before. The hot tide that he had been suppressing inside his body suddenly surged out because of this slightly cold kiss.

He was pressed against the wall, enjoying the kiss, with his eyes slightly squinted. He is sizing up Bai Huai, finding that this man’s eyebrows, eyes, nose, and lips- how all of them are so nice and perfectly beautiful.

His pheromones smell good too.

He is perfect.

He forgot everything else and just thought he wanted him.

It was not Bai Huai who conquered him.

It was he who wanted Bai Huai.

Jian Songyi reached out his hand around Bai Huai’s neck while the other rests upon the back of his head to press Bai Huai’s face closer to himself. 

It was an instinctive response. He wanted more, and he thought he could get it.

However, Bai Huai stopped.

He looked up to look directly at Jian Songyi: “Do you want me to mark you?”

The fingers that Jian Songyi inserted into his hair pause slightly. It tenses and relaxes as a tacit acknowledgment.

Bai Huai’s pheromones and the kiss they shared infinitely amplified his senses. His and Bai Huai’s pheromones fit perfectly with each other, so perfectly that even the inducer became the most delicious seasoning.

He who had survived the triggering agent and the inducing pheromone had failed to survive the kiss.

Then there’s no reason why Bai Huai can’t mark him either.

He closed his eyes and waited quietly.

However, it was not until the heat flow spread from his glands because of the excessive oppression just now. At this moment, he could not wait for Bai Huai to bite him when he was so attracted to the powerful Alpha pheromone.

Sweat dripped from across Jian Songyi’s forehead. His back was soaked and his limbs began to spasm.

It’s a pain he had never experienced before.

Bai Huai seemed to know everything as he asked before anything else: “Tell me, are you getting uncomfortable now?”

Jian Songyi nodded, thinking that Bai Huai would simply coax him after saying that.

However, he never thought that for the second after that, Bai Huai would actually push him away.

“Just continue feeling bad.” He said in an extremely cold tone.

It was like a basin of cold water getting splashed against his head.

Jian Songyi opened his eyes blankly towards Bai Huai. His eyes, which always had been determined, were now somewhat wet at this moment. He is like a small animal that had been spoiled and now is up for training for the very first time.

But Bai Huai looks more distressed than anyone else.

Either way, he tried to look at the rational way. “I will not mark you nor will I give you inhibitors because I want you to remember this very pain you are feeling right now.” He said indifferently. “Remember this. This is the feeling of an Omega in heat. Your first two times are only the early stages. That is why you didn’t think of them as a big deal. But I am telling you now, it’s worse than you think. And after a while, you will feel worse than it is now.” 

Jian Songyi felt more than worst that he almost couldn’t stand. If he hadn’t leaned against the wall, he would have fallen.

He only wants to hug Bai Huai. Just a hug from him would suffice.

Jian Songyi held out his hand, but Bai Huai took another step back.

Jian Songyi’s hand was frozen mid-air. He didn’t know what to do. 

He has no idea how to be an Omega. Bai Huai helps him every time, but this time Bai Huai refuses to help him. What should he do?

He’s a little overwhelmed.